Cyndy Etler

Aug 10, 2021

8 min read

I’m Happily Married to a Man. Why Do I Still Lust for This Woman?

Twenty-nine years. Nothing has changed.

The torso of a woman wearing black and holding a microphone.
Photo by cottonbro from Pexels

It’s not even that she was beautiful. Dark eyes and lips that were strictly that: a set of lips. Long face with a Roman nose, which doesn’t always play well on a woman. If there was body geometry you’d never know it, with the baggy jeans and the old-timey button-ups. So no. It wasn’t her looks. Girl-lust doesn’t…